Love letter to my ❤ bug.

As I lie here looking at your picture,I can't help but smile knowing you're truly just chillin....hopefully as excited to be in my arms as I've been to hold you and kiss you silly.😊 Even in the bigger picture that is my life Everything else is miniscule compared to you my dear......Because if I've done nothing else right,you're the only masterpiece that matters.So we've been rolling deep for about 19 weeks me and you,And with every glimpse I get of you my heart skips a thousand beats and I don't mean to lay it on too thick but baby girl you're the reason I'm smiling right now.Can you keep a secret? I fell in love with you the minute I heard your heart beat go 💓.....so I can but  only imagine how my ❤ will overflow when I get to look at your lil face live and direct.Just promise me this love....Promise me that you'll let me love you thoroughly and know that even when the world is crumbling around us I will keep you grounded.Words simply cannot begin to express the levels of LOVE that fills me as you continue to grow inside me.....the one I hold nearest and dearest.....you literally know me from inside out 😊😍 Now tell me who/what can beat that? None! So my little ❤ bug this is just one of many letters I hope you'll read one day if ever you need to be reminded where we started....Always in my heart....Always on my mind....Always my little lady bug.

Love,
  Mommy.

Be Blessed! Be a Blessing! Love! 😚😙

Journey of a lifetime.

Hello world or maybe I should just say hello me.....as I'm quite sure thar I'm the sole reader of my blog.So let's just decide that I'm really coo coo and I write memos to myself at certain points in the year 😏
Nehoosers in the event that someone is actually reading along with me I'll continue to use proper English 90% of the time.So what's been going on?? Adjusting to life's changes,tryna figure out my next steps and tryna keep my head above water so as not to drown in the midst of it all.What I'm learning as I rise n sink into deeper waters is to look ahead.It has kinda been my mantra these past few months.....There's always sunshine after the storms  coz nothing lasts forever and so I look through the clouds for the 🌈.As the colors become more and more vivid before finally clearing I breathe a sigh of relief because the 🌝 is about to appear in all its glory.Have you ever noticed how peaceful and light it feels after the rains have passed.....that calm as the rainbow rises that says better skies are coming!. 😊 So I continue peeking .... hoping to catch a glimpse of hope through the messiness that is life.Now as I drift off to dreamland I hope I've left a word that will somehow encourage you to Hope and have Faith in knowing this too shall pass.

Be Blessed! Be a Blessing! Love! 😚