A new tide

Hello invisible friends 😊

So it's 11:11 am on May 22nd 2017.....that means good luck they say right? Although I'm more in need of God's (Luck)/Favor  right now.See it's been a trying few weeks and I can slowly feel the tides changing in the right direction that I need In order to just flow perfectly with it.I've been listening to Tasha Cobbs-Fill me up religiously for the past few days and it's been my source of 💪 when I've felt so hopeless.I have to keep reminding myself to not allow myself to be moved but to be thankful and trust it's always easier said than done because there's always these mini meltdowns that I have where I feel like I'm being overcrowded by every negative thought or emotion.However here I am still standing....still giving myself pep talks even through the 🌈 seems far away.One thing I'm confident of is God's Mercy,His never ending Love and Favor and His his Grace to me...to you...to Us and that....just turns my 🙁 to a 😊.
  Now to my most special little person.....she is growing and moving and making life a whole lot more meaningful everyday.She is making my purpose here more than just a person but I'm her person . I'm the one person that can never let her down in this lifetime......She's my purpose 😊. So as I patiently watch my baby girl continue to sprout....I prepare myself mentally,spiritually and emotionally to welcome her into my life.

Be Blessed! Be a Blessing! LOVE! 😚😚😚

Life's little blessings

Hello world,

      So I'm actually attempting to be consistent these days.....I can't believe we're already mid May 😯 and still no summer-like or even spring weather 😩.Its still feeling like we're stuck In the middle of mother nature's mood swings and she just ain't been feeling too 🌞 these days.Kinda like the mood I've been in the past few weeks.....it's been trying! But as always I have to believe in the morning after....in the 🍯 at the end of the 🌈.....in  the blessing that is growing and breathing inside me.
I'm learning so much about myself as time goes by.... I'm at a place in life that I've never visited before.It's just something really amazing that happens everytime I feel her little flutters.....as if to remind me that from this point on I'll never be alone 😊 and that is what makes the 🌫 drift away.Realizing that this itsy bitsy human has the power to make me glow everytime she moves...has me fighting so hard to make sure that when she gets here....she's got her 👪 .....these days my biggest pleasure is whispering sweet nothings to her coz she has managed to steal my very ❤ before I've even set eyes on her.Now isn't that some kinda wonderful??😏
Can you tell I'm positively addicted to my ❤ bug?? Ok fine I'll stop for a minute just to say my piece........ Instead of focusing on  what's missing in your life,Write down all the things that you do have! I had a moment the other night when I realized the reason I was in such a negative space was really because i haven't   been very  thankful....so I took a minute to thank God for the love I do have around me and within me... the opportunities...the favour he's bestowed and all them "little" things that I somehow chose to ignore while being so determined to fix what was not there. Just take a minute to write down a list of all the things that get forgotten on a daily basis as we run through life searching for what we already have!.Remember every single day you are Blessed and watch how his Favour continues to shine down on you. In order to get ALOT ..... you must learn to appreciate the little.
That's all for today!.

Be Blessed!  Be a Blessing! LOVE!  😚